I moved out of my mums late 2011 and left my 4 siblings (I still keep in contact), my dad lives six hours from her.
9 months ago I moved to the city my dad lives living with my mums best friend thinking it would be different and start fresh. I did I made a few new friends started school found a job and got a boyfriend. I no longer have a boyfriend and absolutely hate my life, (not because I’m single) I just want to move back with my mum. I don’t want to be the sister my younger siblings don’t know. I hate myself more and more each day I talk to them.
Each time I talk about moving back to my mums I get a lecture and told to focus on work and stay here. I get to the point I cry to a close friend telling him I told want to be here anymore and telling him I want to end everything.
Helpful ideas would be great.