Hi, I’m Matt. I’m going to tell you about how this past month has f***ed up my life. I have one true love named Aubree. She means the world to me, and she’s my everything. We’ve had a lot of fights over serious and stupid stuff. I cheated on her before and she found out. She accepted it and we moved past it because it was a mistake. I was drunk and had no idea what I was doing, but that is no excuse. She talked to this guy, Paul. He likes her. I seriously would do anything for this girl. She’s my world, and we had so many cute inside jokes and funny memories. I would always tell her she is my princess and she would tell me I’m her prince. Every little thing meant so much to me in our relationship. I relied on them to make me happy. One week before our 6 month anniversary, she told me she didn’t want to be with me anymore. That week I realized how f***ed up everything was. I slipped into a depression, and honestly had thoughts about killing myself. Nothing means anything to me anymore. I used to be really athletic, but now I have no motivation because I know I won’t go anywhere with sports. I showed up to school drunk because every time I saw Aubree, I wanted to break down and cry. Every time I feel a slight feeling of happiness, it goes away. Like a rain storm goes away and it becomes a sunny day, except this is the opposite. My rain storm hasn’t stopped. So many people have tried to make me feel better, but they haven’t. Aubree told me she wanted to be with me, but she didn’t know if it would work. She told me she wasn’t in love with me anymore. I just don’t know what to do anymore. My life is a wreck, I drink my pain away and every night I fall asleep hoping I don’t wake up tomorrow so I don’t have to feel this anymore. Help me; just release me from this pain…