If i was really to put myself out there, maybe people would like the real me and not the fake stuck up bimbo but the girl who is funny as hell, and a great friend and lovable. I always wondered maybe it is better to be upfront and show my tomboy side and not the stuckup side, but if i do that my family would ban me. So either way i would never win, i live my life by what everyone else wants, and i know everyone is like be who you are but if i do i get serious consequences.
The true me is always hidden,and maybe thats why guys like me for only appearence then after that they dont care about the real me, but its my fault too because the things i say are so not me, and some guys know and get dissappointed. Who wouldn’t get dissappointed, i would hate to see a two-faced person acting like a bimbo when i know the true her even before she got pretty. I could be a comedian hippie, tree lover pot head- but im to the public a bimbo that is strict on religion and too cool for anyone.