Even if my heart really hurts to the point that I think is breaking …… I still need to smile…. I try my best to hold back all the tears in my eyes and only let it all out when I am completely alone and no one ever realize that i just cried ….. This have already become a routine in life and it no longer matter to anyone if my heart is breaking apart….. I try to smile and keep all the pain in life firmly lock deep inside in a place no one could EVER reach….. All this is my LIFE !!!!