Today my heart yearned for him. I called. He said he’d call me back hours ago. Sometime he seems to want me and other times I’m not so sure. He said he wants to take it slow so neither of us gets hurt. When it’s good I love it, but when it’s sliw I get insecure. I don’t want to run him away by trying to rush him, but I.m struggling witg tbe snail pace. Maybe I need to grow up. Maybe he needs to be more attentive. Maybe it’s a little bit of both. Maybe…