Have you ever just been happy for no reason? You just feel calm, like nothing bad can ever happen to you. Like when you are riding in the back of the car, and you look back and see the stars and you feel so full of life. Or when you are listening to that music and it brings back memories. And then I realize that one day I will find my soul mate and I will give myself away to them and that moment will be perfect. And I will walk down the aisle and feel beautiful and loved. And this moment right now, will not last. It is hard right now in life. But good things will happen and that is what causes me to cry happy tears. Because there is so much life has to offer. And one day someone will love me so much. And one day I will be able to wake up happy and do what I love. The pain happening now And you think back on memories and you smile and realize that this is life. When those happy tears roll down your cheeks… you are in a state of calm. And everything feels at peace for that moment.