At the moment my life seems to be falling apart. I decided get get a house with my bestfriend of 6 years for college and it was all going great until i messed everthing up by bringing a few friends back to our house 1 evening we wers kinda drunk and really disrespected her and ruined our friendship we have talked in over 4 months and i miss her like crazy she is the one person at the moment i really feel i could talk to as in the last three month i have lost my nan, a close family friend and a gran uncle to cancer and its been really hard i just feel so alone. I dont know what to do anymore. There is also this guy that i really like and he says he like me but i dont know do i trust him.What am i suppost to do?? 🙁 🙁