I know this probably doesn’t mean anything but I just want to write this put somewhere . I know no one cares about it really . But I don’t mind . I’ll just start off with this . I’m in 7th grade . Yeah . What stupid problems would a 13 yr old have ? Her boyfriend broke up with her ? Nahh . But it’s probably just as stupid and pointless to rant about . Oh well . For the past 3 or 4 years , I have been called emo and goth . I don’t understand why . Last year , a kid told me that I cut myself . Or that I probably do . I didn’t cut myself . This year , he said the same thing again . It didn’t really bother me that much . I ignored it . I have only two legit friends . They are amazing . Always there for me . Well if I want them to know . A couple months ago , i was bending wire around being bored . I tried to make a ring or circle thing out of it . I failed . How lame am I ? I bent it flat sorta , with a point at the end where I cut the wire . I was irritated that day because of my sister and made scratches onto my wrists . Not anything deep or scaring . It lasted a couple of days . The marks would fade . I keep doing it over and over . At school I get these stupid names called at me . I just hate it . I feel like my own sister hates me . The marks I make just remind me that I’m alive even if its temporary . People judge me when thy don’t know me . If they knew me , I’m talkative , weird , awkward , and hungry a lot too . I’m done with my stupid rant now .