I just feel so alone I lost so many friends already.. My dad HATES me. I always have tried to talk to him but he avoids those little conversations.I get abused…
I have been bullied for the past 3 years. I can’t live with my mom and it has me heart broken…. Yet I visit her on weekends well I’m supposed to but she never comes to pick me up… She has NEVER told me she loves me but once in a letter. I used to cut and I attempted to commit suicied 1 last year…. Nobody stoped me. I feel the urge to cut myself everyday.. I lost my great grandma last year January 3 2012 infront of my own eyes. Constantly I think about even though she was old I could’ve done something like I am to blame.. My older brother hates me to he hits me when I come home from school.. As a baby the age of 1 my parents spilt and didn’t want me or my older brother they gave us to our grandparents left us there for 6 years my dad took us at my age of 7 and we had a step mom one day I saw my brother abused infront of me and now it replays everyday of me life…. I feel so worth less and ugly i just need some advice please…….. I’ve shed tears, Screamed till I fell asleep… The guy I REALLY love hates me… He called me a nasty hoe and he told me that he would never like me unless I was never me and someone else….. I’m not lying my true story and I just feel like dying overdosing