A lot of my friends have given up on dating and I think they have the right idea. I’ve been officially single for a couple of years now, during those 2 years I dated a guy seriously off and on but we never made it official, which wasn’t okay, or had sex, which was okay. Now I’m dating a few guys and I’m so helplessly into each one of them that it hurts. I’m defeated by the fact that none of them will live up to what I’ve built in my head. I’m terrified that I’m such a loser that I’ll end up pushing them away and will be really hurt.
Jesus, I’m a headcase.