My boyfriend and I have been through a lot in the past few years together. But we get through everything together. I just feel bad because I make all these dumb mistakes. And he does too. A few weeks ago I caught him on my couch with some girl making out. He was very drunk that night and kept saying that he was sorry. I will admit that I felt bad, but I have done some terrible stuff too, so I forgave him. Our relationship has always been like that. Constantly forgiving each other, but making the same mistakes over again. I hate the way that it works, but I am used to it all. He has recently been discussing marriage with me. I love him and all, but am I ready? I feel like we both won’t be committed enough to stay together. I’ll admit that we do get along even during the rocky times in our relationship. But I feel like marriage won’t help fix all of our problems.