I’m raised to be Catholic. But somehow, along the way, I have lost my faith in god. Its hard for me because even though I have lost my belief, I am still forced to go to church. My whole family is Catholic, and every family gathering, we pray. Can you imagine how awful and awkward I feel praying to a god I don’t believe in anymore? Even if I did tell my family that I don’t believe in god anymore, they would do something like claim that the devil is in me or something along those lines. They would blame things such as the computer and TV for making me think that way, even though I spend most of my time outside or reading and writing books. SIGH, I don’t know what to do….