I used to know my self….I used to love my self…I knew exactly what I wanted…I had a dream…I had hopes and a whole life infront of me…I felt talanted and gifted..I was gifted..then I met you….you were my best friend…my twin..you had my dream…you had my hopes…you think , dream , talk like me…I loved to talk to you…we talked every nigth..every day..I told you everything..andyou wanted to know everything..for the first time…someone actually asked for me..wanted to know the real me..I felt wanted…you were my best friend..you made me happy..you held myhand when I was sad..you made me feel more gifted moretalanted..I was soo happy…THen , you changed..you stoppped talking…stopped asking…you didnt wantme any more…you didnt need me…I was lost..I thougth am in love with you…maybe I was…but you left me…I needed you..but you werent there…I felt horrible…I no longer draw..have no more inspiration…I thougth i have my dream because its your dream…so I aboundned my dream….now I have nothing..I see you every day…but silence is now our company…you are runing away from me..but I want you back ..i NEED YOU BACK..I feel lost without you..I need my bestfriend..to love and care fore me again..I needto feel wanted ..I need you..but I dont want you..help