As weird as this sounds I’m not sure if my kind of thought process is dim or bright. I read a lot of books and stuff and get good grades but when I read these books (teen romance novels like sarah dessen, not some stupid vampire sex story) thy feel everything and take their time identifying what exactly they’re feeling. Or maybe that only happens in books. Thing is I’m usually one of the last few who hand in their tests but I think it might be because even though the answer pops into my head i have this strange urge to make sure it’s EXACTLY right or not and might even go over the same thing over and over again in my head for a few minutes. Or maybe this is some kind of amazing self-deception my teen brain has managed to trick me with. And with my emotions it’s usually external reactions from people that trigger them and I don’t even take my time to identify it just quickly get rid of the problem and get on with life wondering what the hell was going on with me. Am I stupid or just dismissive when it comes to my emotions? Ugh, I’m such a weirdo.