Heya life just here to tell you that I really hate you sometime.
Filled with anger, dont know how to get rid of it…
Feel empty and dull you seem to be just a f***ing routine.
Trying so hard to smile, kind of hard when you dont give me a break once in a while.
Meaningless job just part of the wheel of nothingness.
Can’t get girls, I dont even love myself so why should they?
Happiness is just different brain chemicals being in balance.
But when you’re happy you dont see it like that.
Feel so tired yet so restless, passion nowhere to be found.
Panic attacks and blinding rage, scary thoughts making me feel insane.
Life should be taken lightly but why do I feel so much pressure?
Well who cares maybe it’s worth the struggle in the long run.
Life why are you so complicated and full of obstacles?
Just let me feel joyful again, that’s all I ask!