i m currently really angry on life….
its christmas tomorrow and i will ahve the most horiible christmas of all
no freinds around…….
just my parents who r forcing me to go down a nd decorate a christmas tree….
lyk i really care i dont want to be the starnger who stares at the ppl who decorate the christmas tree… i dont want to make fun of myself…
i dont want to feel sad or upset by seeing their friendship and remembering how happy i was some months
how happy i was before this transfer