I did it! I left him, it was 11 years that we were together but now I feel free. So much more free than I did only a mere 24 hours ago. I do not feel any overwhelming guilt, i do not feel like i need to explain myself, i feel I can finally be happy for me. I never cheated on him, i just simply am not IN love with him anymore. He tried to make me feel guilty; but then my best friend made me feel right again. It’s hard, it’s going to be hard for a bit but I’m happy! I am free!!! And the new man that is in my life is here, so close yet so far as he’s so busy with family and other commitments. But I’ll be fine – I will survive. I am already much much happier. I have the support system as well here. So excited to start the next chapter of my life – I still have 2 years in my 20’s time to live it up! Nothing is stopping me now.