so there this guy, thats how it always starts isnt it? i knew the second i saw him he was perfect to me. his long light brown hair with his light blue eyes and his sexy style that was too gorgeous to even try to imitate. his voice<3 his laugh<3 his smile was just too much to handle, hehe. but i dont know the guy. only from a distance… so i tried to get to know him. i messaged him one day and he answered me we chatted for a bit…he said he had homework to do so he couldnt rlly talk. i shrugged that off and said okay:D…his answering me gave me the buggest amount of hope…but unfortunately it was false hope. i messaged him again another day and he ignored me.. i hoped he was just busy so i shrugged that off too…..but then i messaged him again tonight and he ignored me again. it tore me apart and i cried for some time. its sad that i dont know him on a personal level and yet my feelings are so strong for him…. i would rather he say straight up he doesnt wanna talk to me instead of ignoring. that hurt the most…he doesnt want me.