I feel like I have what I want but not what I need. I am afraid to fail at life and I keep myself inside a bubble. Guys do not like me. I have two friends who don’t even enjoy my company and I do so much for them. I feel like my life is over. I fail every single test and my teachers make me feel like s***. I feel like I have no future… so why I am still here? I am afraid to live, and afraid to die. And I am caught right in the middle.