It’s offbeat for me to share my feeling online, but seriously I am out of options and I a tired of all the people in my life. Since my best friend left me because of stupid people who came between us, and ruined a simple misunderstanding between me and him, my brain has gone out of order. It has been a month already but it felt like years. Normally I am not this emotional, but when you love someone so purely how can you ever be okay with that ! We spent so much time together doing everything, I just miss him so badly. I wish I can do something to bring him back, he is a very good person I know that. Yet I am not letting go of the past, I can’t.
However I always get inspired by contradictable proverbs, movies or even signs, that shows at sometimes as I should let go and others that shows that I should fight for what I want. I am frozen I cannot think, I cannot do anything properly, I simply miss him. :'(