I am growing up to fast. Too mature for my age (20), have to many thoughts for a female. I work too much, with two jobs about 8 hours each. That’s not all together, but each. I want a relationship, a serious relationship. I have told meself that I shouldnt be looking for one until later in my life. But with everyone around me, that I grew up with being pregrant, being married or even both. I feel left out. all i want is to be loved, cared about, and to be happy. No crap attached. is that so hard to ask for? I’m starting to think so, because guys my age want sex. So turned to a 45 year old navy retiree. But he has even turned out to be a loser in tin foil.