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She’s Never Going To Love You Like I Want To, You Just See Right Through Me But If You Only Knew Me…

There is this guy ok? And he like, beyond beautiful and perfect. His eyes are green, and he has perfect white teeth, and messy sandy colored beach hair. He plays football, and says the funniest things. Picture Leonardo Dicaprio in Titanic days. That is what this kid looks like. I have known his for awhile now, since the start of junior high. Now we are in high school, and he has a girl friend and things have changed. I do not know if he ever had feelings for me, but this year we are even more distanced. I wish he knew how much I love him, and how much I care. There are all these pictures of him and his girlfriend on Facebook and it breaks my heart. She is such a rude girl and I don’t see why he is even interested in her. Of course I know the reason. She is popular. All I think about is getting him to think of me. I want him. It has come to the point where all I do is think about him. He broke my heart and we never even dating. Why can’t he just give me a chance? I feel like if he was in my life, I would be full of happiness. His girlfriend does not see the things I see in him. My friends all tell me to move on and find another guy to love. But I cannot. Because this boy gets back into my mind every single time. I feel so stupid writing all of this out, but they are my feelings deep down that I do not talk about. He is so perfect that I get embarrassed just looking at him. Is there a way to either get over him or get him?

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