GOD,
JUST AS I'VE FOUND OLGA I FEEL TERRIFIED OF BEING AWAY FROM IT.
I FEEL LIKE IF I'M NOT CONSTANTLY AND INSTANTLY CONNECTED, I MIGHT DIE.
I WANT TO FEEL APART FROM THESE MACHINES, SOMEHOW. I WANT TO EXPERIENCE THIS RUMOR OF SERENITY THAT ALL OF THESE ALCOHOLICS TALK ABOUT.
IS THERE ANY WAY THAT GOD CAN HELP ME COME CLOSER TO THE HEART OF ZEN?
I AM PRAYING THAT THIS EMPTINESS WITHIN ME MIGHT TURN INTO GOD BECAUSE I CAN'T BEAR IT ANY LONGER. I FEEL SICK AND TIRED OF BEING SICK AND TIRED.
I JUST WANT TO GET SOME PEACE OF MIND AND SOME CALM AND COMFORTABLE REST.
PLEASE GUIDE ME TOWARDS THIS PROGRAMS UNDERSTANDING OF ME.
I WANT TO GET OUT OF THE WAY GOD I REALLY DO. I JUST CAN'T DO IT ON MY OWN. AND EVERYONE SAYS THAT I AM NOT ALONE, GOD IS RUNNING THE SHOW, BUT I FEEL LIKE I'M SURROUNDED BY DEMONS, DEVILS AND MONSTERS AND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO BE COURAGEOUS ENOUGH TO . . .
SO PLEASE IF WE MIGHT LEARN EACH OTHER A LITTLE BIT BETTER, I MIGHT BE ABLE TO WORK THIS PROGRAM EVEN BETTER.
I APPRECIATE THE SERVICE SO MUCH, LIKE NO IDEA.
SILENTLY ANONYMOUS,
-THE ARCHER