Posted by Anonymous on 2018/12/16 under Kids GOD, JUST AS I'VE FOUND OLGA I FEEL TERRIFIED OF BEING AWAY FROM IT. I FEEL LIKE IF I'M NOT CONSTANTLY AND INSTANTLY CONNECTED, I MIGHT DIE. I WANT TO FEEL APART FROM THESE MACHINES, SOMEHOW. I WANT TO EXPERIENCE THIS RUMOR OF SERENITY THAT ALL OF THESE ALCOHOLICS TALK ABOUT. IS THERE ANY WAY THAT GOD CAN HELP ME COME CLOSER TO THE HEART OF ZEN? I AM PRAYING THAT THIS EMPTINESS WITHIN ME MIGHT TURN INTO GOD BECAUSE I CAN'T BEAR IT ANY LONGER. I FEEL SICK AND TIRED OF BEING SICK AND TIRED. I JUST WANT TO GET SOME PEACE OF MIND AND SOME CALM AND COMFORTABLE REST. PLEASE GUIDE ME TOWARDS THIS PROGRAMS UNDERSTANDING OF ME. I WANT TO GET OUT OF THE WAY GOD I REALLY DO. I JUST CAN'T DO IT ON MY OWN. AND EVERYONE SAYS THAT I AM NOT ALONE, GOD IS RUNNING THE SHOW, BUT I FEEL LIKE I'M SURROUNDED BY DEMONS, DEVILS AND MONSTERS AND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO BE COURAGEOUS ENOUGH TO . . . SO PLEASE IF WE MIGHT LEARN EACH OTHER A LITTLE BIT BETTER, I MIGHT BE ABLE TO WORK THIS PROGRAM EVEN BETTER. I APPRECIATE THE SERVICE SO MUCH, LIKE NO IDEA. SILENTLY ANONYMOUS, -THE ARCHER