my life is so f**ked up….I feel I am in love with 2 different guys I mean I love the one so much but when I talk to the other and he just leaves without a good bye I feel pain in my heart and I just turn sad :/ idk if it’s just cause hes my best friend and I care about him too much or what :/ but also I’ve cried like every night this past week :'( I have so many problems that I can’t really talk about cause he just leaves me randomly and idk it’s hard to explain :/