Its strange. I have no trouble speaking in person, but I still lack the confidence to talk to people over text or socials. I don't know why I have trouble starting conversations over phone or computer, and if I want anyone to talk to then I would have to reach out myself. What would I say, at this point too much time has passed since online school started to reconnect like I never stopped talking to them in the first place. I've felt slightly lonely since June from lack of communication with anyone other than family. Did they reach out to their other friends? I might be hard to approach, but if they've ever even thought of me at any time then they must know that I'm all alone in my room day to day. Its still all my fault for being the way that I am. Hopefully I will muster up some courage to text one of them one of these days. I miss them.