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Posted by on 2021/01/25 under Friends

Its strange. I have no trouble speaking in person, but I still lack the confidence to talk to people over text or socials. I don't know why I have trouble starting conversations over phone or computer, and if I want anyone to talk to then I would have to reach out myself. What would I say, at this point too much time has passed since online school started to reconnect like I never stopped talking to them in the first place. I've felt slightly lonely since June from lack of communication with anyone other than family. Did they reach out to their other friends? I might be hard to approach, but if they've ever even thought of me at any time then they must know that I'm all alone in my room day to day. Its still all my fault for being the way that I am. Hopefully I will muster up some courage to text one of them one of these days. I miss them.

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  1. Anonymous says:

    Hey there.

    Man you don’t know how good it would be for you to take the phone, text a friend and tell him/her: Yo whaddup.
    I get youre anxious because you haven’t spoken nor done the “effort” to speak to no one for a long time, but you can actually SAY SO. People are not monsters, everyone has their own s*** to deal with. Yours is no different. And if anyone talks you back about it you should relax, take a breath and remember that the only one that can hurt you is yourself. Nice people will treat you nicely. Bad people will treat you badly. Maybe you are not a great communicator, okay man I got you: it doesn’t f***ing matter. People who love you and care for you will probably MELT DOWN if you simple give them a sign of mutual interest, because they know it’s not really your jam and it’s not easy for you. But they will, so try doing it.

    Anyway, keep it up. And remember to do some exercise, shower everyday and don’t order fast food too often,

  2. Anonymous says:

    Thanks, since then I have gotten to talk to a couple of close friends. Despite all of my worry it seems like nothing changed between us, and its so relieving. I really just wrote this to put something out even if I didn’t really think anyone would see it. I appreciate the reply and hope that you are able to take care of yourself as well. Thanks again!

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