I was only 2 years old when you decided to jump from a bridge and end your life. I'm 26 now and I've been on this same bridge so many times, and never knew this was the place where my Grandpa had died.
I tought you had died peacefully at home, but now I know that there were something in your life that was so, so painfull that you decided to end it this way.
I'm so sorry, grandpa. I always missed you. I'm sorry you missed seeing me and my brother growning up – you have never listened to my voice. You missed my wedding and you never get the chance do meet your newest grandson. I wish I could just share a beer with you 'cause I have ever dranked it and would be nice to do something for the first time with you.
I don't know what it takes to a 67 year old man throw himself from a bridge, and I may never found out. It breaks my heart that you were with so much pain inside and nobody had a clue. It breaks my heart that I was only 2 at the time and I could be with 26 and have a Grandpa alive now.
It breaks my heart that you left memories and that your life ended 'cause you decided. I love you, grandpa. I wish you hadn't done that, I wish you culd figure it all out with your family. An old man doens't deserve to die and leave a beautiful family behind.