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Should I tell my mom pt3 (the guilt is getting to me)

As I previously told on here I haven't told my mom what happened to me when I was around 6 years old by my grandma's boyfriend because I don't know if it is considered molestation I also haven't told her what my 2nd uncle (her younger brother that is a few months older then me) did to me when we were in middle school I was a scared & confused little kid I didn't know what to do or what was going on was okay but now that I'm finishing up highschool & still haven't told her even though she has gone through hell & back raising me I'm now Starting to feel guilty for not telling her sooner & how I still continue to not tell her I know she will believe me but I'm afraid she will get angry at me for waiting so long to tell her I also feel ashamed & disgusted with myself for what happened & how I haven't said anything & what they did to me I've felt so guilty about not telling her that I'm thinking of telling her the next time she's off of work but I'm afraid she will be angry at me & how long I waited to tell her but I don't want her to start working more hours at work so we can move out as soon as possible because it isn't good for her health should I risk it & still tell her or just wait another 2 – 4 years when we move out again? I don't know what to do….TuT

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