My family fights almost every day sometime I don't know what it's about because they speak in Spanish but why most they do it everyday it's been a hard time trying to keep myself from going to the bridge near by and ending it all so I can show them that what there doing can effect the little ones greatly I may be a high school student but that doesn't mean that I haven't bared this pain longer then that everyday I tell my self " you can do it just think of all the bad things as a bad dream" but when they all fight and yell so bad that they include me and my sister in it I feel like maybe my grandma was right I should have been aborted but when I think of all the hard things that have come my way I feel as if something good might come in it's place one day if I stay just a little longer so now I wonder should I stay for now and leave on father's day it leave this world now so I dont have to deal with this pain?