My cat died today. He was my little buddy for over ten years. He got sick last weekend.. a liver infection. I took him to the vet and tried to take care of him. The last thing I did with him was feed him liquid food, which he hated taking but it was supposed to help. He moaned pitifully, then just died in my arms. I cried like a baby and sat with him for a long time, then cleaned him up and took care of him so that he could be cremated later. The house feels empty without him. i feel like s*** because the last thing I did was force feed him something he didn't want, thinking it would help him. I should've just held him a while longer and he would've at least died knowing he was loved. I've had people I loved die and it hasn't hurt this badly. I miss my little buddy.