Blank… just blank… my mind stop processing the feelings that my soul feels. I thought these two were supposed to work together,I mean mind and soul. But then why I am here lips tightly pressed together, cold tears streaming down to my chin. I want to leave but I have things to hold me back. I have to look after my brother. Will he be this caring towards me, like how I am to him now, when he grows up? Will all of my pains and disappointments worth in the end?