I barely met her this year, I have been straight my whole entire life. I have never seen girls that way. She admitted to me just a month ago that she was bi sexual, and that she liked me a lot. I was flabbergasted. I didn’t say anything.. I was awkward, I thought the little secret crush I had for her would go away, and I was just being stupid..
I ended up avoiding her, and I was awkward our friendship was so close then she told me that, and I didn’t want things going further.. getting out of proportion. She always told me, “You need him, I could be him. I could be an accident but I’m still trying. That’s more than I can say for him.” It’s off of a song..
Finally.. I let her in. I let her hold my hand, I let her hold me. And every time I look into her crystal blue eyes I swear my heart skips a beat. She’s been there for me, and she’s not forcing things on me. We’re just friends, we know we could never be without, stares, people talking, our parents, most importantly God. She claims to love me, but I hope it lasts only a minimum amount of time.. I don’t want it getting serious.
I am a christian, I love God.