I want to give up….

I want to give up. I want to just stop and do what I want. I don’t want to have so much responsibility. I don’t want to be strong. I want someone to lean on, someone to take care of everything so I don’t have too. But I have no one. No friends, no family I can trust, nothing. I don’t know what to do with my life. I’m confuse on how I should continue. I have to be strong, even when I feel like the wind could shatter me. I have to be responsible, even if I feel like I deserve a break. I don’t want to keep living my life like this. The stress is killing me and I truly think I’m slowly going crazy, going into fits of frustration and tears. I want to give up….but I can’t…