i was in love for the last year with someone who ignored me completly , and now this year i forgot all about him though it still hurts to rememeber the ignorance , this year im falling in love with another guy he is more friendly less popular than the other one and who liked me when i liked that guy … :'( and now i dont want to fall in love with him im afraid he likes someone else or has a gf or ANYTHING ELSE cause my luck is so bad , im 16 btw girl , and things are getting harder in all states , emotional , my dad got broke and doesnt have a work and school is hard so hard im barly enduring it , i cry myself to sleep , the house which we should have moved to this month wont finish till next year , and the guy i spoke about is in all my classes this year its painful i really is , i feel destroyed even though he talks to me and jokes with me …. and i also lost my 2 and only best friends , the first one a guy who turned out to be a true lair and jerk and who pretened to be my friend while he told everyone my secrets and then told me he is in love with me so i ended it there , and my other bff a girl , me an her used to be so close now we barely talk i sometimes tell her my problems but i feel she hides her feelings and problems from me and its HARD to be ALONE its painful , i rreally feel depressed :'(