i really wish things could go back to how they were. for me to be happy with that certain person, for him to love me again. i dont know whether i miss him or if i mis all the good old times/memories. he seems so happy without me, like it was a walk in the park for him to move on. it actually makes me feel worse knowing that i didnt mean as much to him as i thought i did. im still trying to push myself away from him, but nothing is working.
feeling like this is horrible, none of my friends understand, so its making me feel so alone, like im with my whole class, but yet i still feel alone? theres 1 person who helps me through this and hes my best friend, although, nobody can fix all your problems. it’s just at the point where this is a little too much for me to handle, and im stuck on what to do.