A year ago … Before i moved here . I knew that this man would be an important part of my life . I knew in some way he would change my life. I was afraid and I was always aware that things wouldnt work out the way I wanted to. But i came here and., I love this man . And i finnaly got pregant with his child . I was so full of joy because i loved him ND and always wanted to give him a child . And then i lost the child .. And I feel so torn . I dong ask God for muchbut I asked him .. To fix me and this man .. And also ask him to save my unborn . GOD WHY ? did allow my baby to not survive .. I take the loss day by day .. But I often hold my tears back . I pray that God blesses me and him with another child together . AMEN.