I feel so despret. tonights going to be another night aalone with my babies my babies daddy has to work really late again tonight.nsometimes i think he just says he has to work late again so he doesnt have to come home to me and the babies and he cann hang out with his friends all night. he doesnt like halping me with the babies at all because he cant stand them crying it upsets me sometimes because i never get a break i have take care of my two babies (and if i didnt say i have a 17 month lil boy n a 7 month lil girl) all day every day by myself. its like im a single mom and im not but i wish i was sometimes and i know thatts a bad thought but atleast then id get to look for someone else that would like to spend time with me and the babies. im lost. sueanna.