I’m a 22 year old, male. I’ve never had a girlfriend in my life before. I’m starting to feel scared now. I feel lonely, there’s hardly anyone I can talk to honestly. I don’t know if this is normal for a guy, but now I need a shoulder to cry on. I’m worried that something might be inadequate about me, not good-looking enough, not rich enough, not confident enough? But I’m smart though, I’m on the Dean’s List in school. I cling tightly to that one good point that I know for sure is mine. But it’s starting to not feel important anymore. It hurts so much. I’m tired. Life is tiring, and it hurts. Am I not good enough? I’m so lost now. If there is a God, help me, or kill me. I’m not suicidal yet though.