I feel alone, like i have no one. I don’t know what to do with myself. My family is complicated as hell. I have many friend, 1 close, but she never listens to me.. I hear all her crap, but it’s like she never wants to hear mine and if she does, she never gives me any usefull advice, or support. I try to look at the bright sides of my life, but i really can’t find much. I try to ignore everything bad that happens, but it’s so hard. I just needed to get this out….