i’m a 20 year old, in-the-closet gay boy. i wanted to know how sex was like, so i got this dating application. there was this guy who messaged me asking to have sex and the pictures he showed me looked pretty good, so i agreed. when i came over he looked nothing like the pictures he showed me but i agreed anyways. He looked 20 years older than me and i feel disgusted. i don’t know how i should feel.