hi im 17 and i have been through some stuff….i want to leave home but im afraid of them..i feel like a shadow walking around in this house i can go in the street and feel free but when i step in this yard i shut down im not me i cant be me here cause they tear me down…i used to cry every night…and sometimes cut myself…i stoped doing that cause i found out its not hurting them its just hurting me more…i know you might think this is bad but you dont know the whole story….you have to remember tearing someone down kills them in side and some really so just end it im not going to say i havent tried to end it all…if you need to talk and you feel like you just need someone to talk to….write me at someonetotalkto278@yahoo.com…i know how it feel to just want someone to talk to that you dont know so please if you need to talk im here..