I HATE BEING IN THIS STUPID ASS HOUSE ALL F***ING DAY JUST DOING NOTHING BUT CLEANING AND S*** LIKE F*** I APPLY TO JOBS AND EVERTHING ELSE BUT I JUST CANT GET OUT OF THIS F***ING HOUSE. I HATE THIS F***ING PLACE I WANT TO GO BACK HOME TO FL. WHERE I CAN BE AROUND MY FRIENDS AND FAM. EVEN THO IM WITH FAM NOW I JUST CANT STAND LIVING HERE I HOPE I GET INTO THIS COLLEGE IM APPLING TO CUZ STAYING HOMA ALL DAY WITH NO JOB AND NOTHING TO DO IS F***ING INSANE. ON TOP OF THAT MY FIANCE GETTIN ON MY NERVES ABOUT VOMING BACK HOME U THINK I LIKE STAYING HERE U THINK IF I COULD COME BACK HOME I WOULDNT TAKE IT THE F*** WRONG WITH YOU I JUST WANT TO SCREAM AND CURSE AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS AND CURSE EVERYBODY OUT. I WISH I CAOULD TELL MY DADDY THIS: HEY DADDY I HATE YOUR F***ING HOME I HATE STAYING IN THIS COUNTRY ASS TOWN I HATE HOW EVERYONE HERE STARES AT ME WHEN IM WITH YOUR WIFE CUZ SHE’S WHITE & IM BLACK F*** THIS S*** F*** & F*** THESE PEOPLE HERE I WANT TO TELL MY LIL SIS THIS:SHUT THE F*** UP ABOUT YOUR APPERANCE WHO GIVES A F*** ABOUT WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE BE YOU AND F*** WHOEVER DONT LIKE IT TELL MY BRO THIS: WHY THE F*** ARE YOU SOOO DISRESPECTFUL LIKE THATS YOUR F***ING MOTHER SHE DONT GOT TO DO S*** FOR YOUR SPOILED ASS MY STEP MOM THIS: WHAT THE F*** IS WRONG WITH YOU DONT LET YOUR KIDS TALK TO YOU LIKE YOU ARE S*** GROW SOME F***ING BALLS AND GET YOUR HEAD OUT YOUR ASS AND DEMAND SOME RESPECT … that helped me out alot thank you write page