Feel lonely, sad, and sometimes wishing wasn’t born. Why? Because no one listens… to the fustration, the sadness, the need of company. Never thought about this much but needed the thoughts out somehow. To escape into the unknown. To feel belonged in a way. The pain never goes away, neither does the emptiness in the depths of the inside. How does it go away? How to feel complete, to feel whole, to be happy? It isn’t easy or is it? Happiness is found in music in the opinion. But happiness in reality? Thats what I want to know, I want to know how to be complete. I don’t want to be sad, or lonely. I want to belong yet be my own person without needing to be judged, without that emptiness…