Honestly..
I love this guy so f***ing much.
I really, don’t what is the big deal about about him.
He wants to be with me, he loves me,
but he doesn’t want to be with me?
Okay, that’s just utterly stupid. I can’t help but cry over him, because i miss him so much. I want to be with him, no one else. I love him, and that’s that.
I’ve tried my best to actually work it out, but it seems, like he’s doing s***.
Although, he’s done everything in our past relationship.
But something happened, and it all went down the drain.
I could go on, I have so many thing’s to say to him, i just don’t know how,
Or what if everything i say, will come out wrong.
I’m just afraid. People tell me, “move on, He’s not worth it.”
Well…. you can’t change that. I love him,
He’s just…. Not the same.
I don’t want to change him, i really don’t.
But I just wanna be with him. he’s my first love. i ca’t forget him.
I really don’t know what do to with myself.. I can’t move on… meh.
there’s so much to say… like everything! not to him. but there’s so much to tell… why?…