My life has done a complete 360. Things are changing so fast that my head is spinning. I can’t keep up with all of it. My plan is to move away. far away, actually, as far as i can get, that kind of far away. If i could handle the cold, i’dmove to antartica or something, get out of canada. When i’m 18, i’m going to california for 2 weeks. I’ve dreamt about it since i was about 10 years old. Now the dream will finally become reality in 1 year. But reality will hit me as soon as i come home. I’ll be heading off to college next year. right after california. i don’t even know what i want to be. and i’m going into grade 12. How is that supposed to work?! i’m freaking out… life is just way to complicated. I need a break, to get away from reality, to think and breathe and just, escape. It’s all just to much to bare. Reality sucks, Life is hard, and family, well don’t even get me started there… Sometimes things are just better unsaid.