I am so depressed. It’s so scary at my house. I always have nightmares. And there’s ticks everywhere.I feel like I’m in a scary forest. Lost in the dark. And all alone. And the world is out to destroy me. And someone is controlloying me. I’m always shy. And I’m sad. 3 years ago. The love of my life Conrad left me.He went to another school. And I never saw his handsome face again.