I lost my mother at 12 (R.I.P 9-17-07), My “father”, (If thats what you call him), molested me at infant age and I currently live with my grandma. Shes not your average gray headed wrinkly grandma though. My mother had me at 15 so my grandma isnt that old. Anyway, my grandma has always taken care of me, when my mom died she got custody of me and my half brother,(I have a younger half sister, but she went to live with her father). Everything slowly declined sense my mothers death. We became very poor because my grandma quit working due to her having a nervous break down, and I became depressed. After a few months into living full time with my grandma we began to argue. Over the years, its gotten so much worse. Its gotten to the point to where we feel uncomfortable hugging or saying I love you to one another. I’m completely heart broken that our realtionship has broken down to this. She use to call me her “special angel” She has emphasema (not sure if that correct spelling) and I worry when we argue that we wont get the chance to make up. I dont know how to go about fixing this realtionship, Its not easy for me to pour my heart out… In the meantime, Please pray to God that our realtionship heals before its too late. Thanks so much for taking the time to read this. -JP<3