Sometimes i don’t know what to do…and sometimes i know exactly what to do but i’m so afraid of what will happen. When i think about life i think happy thoughts…but when i think about specifically my life i want to sit and cry forever. Nobody treats me the right way but my friend Billy and my closest friend Kayla. If i were to choose now wether or not she could move…i would definatly say no but it’s not like i can force her to stay cause she is the one to make that choice. And everything is hard knowing my parents are getting a divorce and my best friend is moving and i never get to hang out with Billy and the rest of my “friends” just ignore me.