I don’t know anymore I used to be sooo sure about everything. School is a breeze, family was tight, everything I could count on is there yet why do I feel so empty? I don’t know if I’m doing the right thing about being a pre-med student. I’m not sure if I believe in religion anymore I feel like my logical side won’t let me yet I find comfort in God at least I thought I did. I don’t know if I should just quit school and let out my family with what I know they are hiding from me but if I do they won’t EVER forgive me for wrecking their dream. Here’s my selfishness what about me? Don’t I get a say. No I don’t why because they are the reason I got so far. The reason that got me that scholarship and even if I’m confused and miserable I can’t tell them because they will just worry. I think it’s about time I got back into boxing that was the only time I felt I had true power over my life. Hopefully 10 years from now I won’t be so empty.